Chapter 14: I Love You, Now Fuck Off

I love my children more than anything in the universe. That is absolutely undeniable. They are almost 13, 5, 3 and 2, and they are the smartest, funniest, most beautiful, amazing people I have ever met in my entire life, and that's not even my bias as their mother talking ( I swear!!). There is... Continue Reading →

Poems on Abuse

My poetry seems to be the least popular thing I publish, but it's part of my heart just the same. These are a couple pieces I wrote over the years about my daughter's father. Swallow the pain Swallow the hurt Ignore the terror And lie in the dirt Lie in the bed that your carelessness... Continue Reading →

Chapter 10: My First True Love

We had American History together my freshmen year. We were seated in alphabetical order, so his desk was right next to mine. He had curly blond hair, laughing brown eyes, and a quirky smile. And he always needed a pencil. I always had an extra pencil. I was desperate for love and attention. I needed... Continue Reading →

I hide so I may shine….

Hello readers that I assume exist? I'm taking a bit of a break from my story today to talk about something that's always on my mind: Pain. 3 years ago I started experiencing intense pain with no apparent cause. After some testing and a lot of non-answers, I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Fibro is bullshit.... Continue Reading →

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